A New Chapter In My Life
Im currently blogging which watching/waiting for the GE results. This is supposed to be quite an impactful meaningful post so lets hope this turns out the way it is despite my multi-tasking: watching TV + playing farmville + checking twitter + blogging =]
Had dinner with my two lovelies MT and AT yesterday. Had more heart to heart talks as well as fun and laughter shopping around =] I love my SC Clique! KiaKia Twins HM you guys were missed. =[ June outing yah!! Anyway talk with them inspired me to do this consolidating post.
In view of all the shit that has been happening in my life. A manic stalker that defamed me on a public platform and invited much unwanted attention and also the separation from my boyfriend of one and a half years (both linked anyway) I think I came out from this experience much stronger than before and it shows so I am glad for it. Also I am a much happier person after the break up which I think is absolutely great for me instead of holding on to a failing relationship and feeling miserable. Also regarding the very rude girl now I look back at her actions and I feel so much better about myself. I think she actually helped rid of my inferiority complex which is defnitely once again a good thing. I know I initially was affected by her actions but after a while I simply took it as a joke when I calmed down and looked carefully and realise how low her actions simply were. She is simply an attention seeker and I have no regards to the attention she got from her friends. MT says that people who suffer from interiority complex always ends up with jerks. I guess it is very true because its these poor people that get pushed around and yet remain in an abusive relationship. That was me and I'm glad I'm moving on. Anyway there was so much war between me and these two people that it wasnt worth it. Basically their friends will always support them and my friends will support me. But fortunately/unfortunately for me I have very sensible friends who always tell me to stop arguing with them because it is just not worth it. But I guess being a very prideful person I cannot just let things go without giving a peice of my mind. But I'm over it. People like the two mentioned above simply deserve each other so thank you. Thank you for everything.
Monday is the day I start my internship; considering it the day I start work. Very exciting definitely but Im still getting nervous and freaking out everyday haha as usual; my paranoid self. I keep telling myself to go read up on finance stuff and also to study a few programming things but I keep feeling lazy! horrible me I know. Well now I only have 24hours left if I really want to do something. Anyway my department buddy is away in London so I will be liasing with my supervisor direct. Stress! haha but at least I know hes a really nice person. Really excited and nervous and stress and omg omg haha ok breathes just wish me all the best =]
Had dinner with my two lovelies MT and AT yesterday. Had more heart to heart talks as well as fun and laughter shopping around =] I love my SC Clique! KiaKia Twins HM you guys were missed. =[ June outing yah!! Anyway talk with them inspired me to do this consolidating post.
In view of all the shit that has been happening in my life. A manic stalker that defamed me on a public platform and invited much unwanted attention and also the separation from my boyfriend of one and a half years (both linked anyway) I think I came out from this experience much stronger than before and it shows so I am glad for it. Also I am a much happier person after the break up which I think is absolutely great for me instead of holding on to a failing relationship and feeling miserable. Also regarding the very rude girl now I look back at her actions and I feel so much better about myself. I think she actually helped rid of my inferiority complex which is defnitely once again a good thing. I know I initially was affected by her actions but after a while I simply took it as a joke when I calmed down and looked carefully and realise how low her actions simply were. She is simply an attention seeker and I have no regards to the attention she got from her friends. MT says that people who suffer from interiority complex always ends up with jerks. I guess it is very true because its these poor people that get pushed around and yet remain in an abusive relationship. That was me and I'm glad I'm moving on. Anyway there was so much war between me and these two people that it wasnt worth it. Basically their friends will always support them and my friends will support me. But fortunately/unfortunately for me I have very sensible friends who always tell me to stop arguing with them because it is just not worth it. But I guess being a very prideful person I cannot just let things go without giving a peice of my mind. But I'm over it. People like the two mentioned above simply deserve each other so thank you. Thank you for everything.
Monday is the day I start my internship; considering it the day I start work. Very exciting definitely but Im still getting nervous and freaking out everyday haha as usual; my paranoid self. I keep telling myself to go read up on finance stuff and also to study a few programming things but I keep feeling lazy! horrible me I know. Well now I only have 24hours left if I really want to do something. Anyway my department buddy is away in London so I will be liasing with my supervisor direct. Stress! haha but at least I know hes a really nice person. Really excited and nervous and stress and omg omg haha ok breathes just wish me all the best =]
Last new thing in my life....a brand new andriod phone baby. Those who are concerned already know the details of how I got this new phone so dont wanna repeat myself. But check out this cute beauty =] Its small, its pink and its a smartphone. Extreme perfection; for me. Haha. Had troubles with the SIM card though but Im glad the phone is up and running now. Still typing messages at an extreme slow rate though, not used to the touchscreen. Say hello to my pink Sony Ericsson Experia X10 Mini =]
I hope you guys feel happy reading this post of mine =] I shall continue waiting for the rest of the GE results. CONGRATS TO DR TEO HO PIN =] To another 5 years =]
Phoebe Feehily signing off now ciao!
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